konon.... hampeh...

konon, bwak balik buku nk study...
hampeh, buku berhabok+ berkepok dlm beg....

konon, nk study tok test tyme cuti....
hampeh, kwar g tgk muvee abiskn dwet.....

konon, nk spend tyme kt umah.....
hampeh, nmpak plak signboard alamanda.....

konon, xde dwt la tyme cuti, so nk relax n tido je kt umah...
lg hampeh...... tdo pon x, hang out, chill out..... dwet plak bley dpt dr kakak..... gle sakan shoppin, nseb bek xg karok..... n nseb bek lg uncle kawin... so, ad gk la mse dok kt umah, n weekend, lepak kg.... hahahaha.... mmg hampeh.....

paling hampeh, bukak bku je.... tyme tu la, nk tdo, lapa, eh..eh... de citer besh r kat tv....
mmg hantu.... (question: spe yg antu?)

these r all bout student life.... don't u dare to argue bout these things... hahahahaha... korang mmg nerdy guy la klaw bley tahan godaan ni sume kn? (r u?)

sayang nenek.... ~~

7 February, sekali lagi, bella lost sorang yg buat sy btol2 down.... antara orang yg sy sangat sayangi, orang yg selalu back up bella, orang yg will make me feel comfort and orang tu jugak ske sangat manjekn sy lebey dari my mom.... hahaha... my mom pon mnjekn bella, tp org ni lebey lagi.... terlalu takot klaw sy lapar, sy sakit n saye cdey..... tp skang sy lagi cdey.... i lost her.... die dh g tinggalkan bella selame2nye..... time sy sampai pg tu, dr jauh sy tgk muke insan yg saye sayangi tu, kaku je, xnk pandang bella pon, tutup je mata.... bella datang pon org kesayangan sy tu still tido.. nyenyak sangat... saya pandang n kiss her, but still, org kesayangan sy tu tutup mate..... bella tgk je orang bce yassin... sy duduk sebelah orang kesayangan sy tu, sy nangis kt my aunt.... orang kesayangan sy tu diam je, kalau tak orang kesayangan sy tu akan pujuk sy... saya mandikan orang kesayangan sy, sy balut, pakaikn orang kesayangan sy tu baju bersih, pakaikan bedak sejuk, letak minyak atar, biar orang kesayangan sy bersih,wangi pergi jumpa Dia yang satu... nenek, angah cdey sangat nenek pergi..... sedeynye......
nenek............................................................~~

bergerak ke klebang!!!

hahahaha.... yesterday, im very excited to go to klebang having dinner with PM.... we got the invitation card around 6 pm... very late... but then, i dun really mind coz i still got chance to go to the event... hahahaha.. hmmmm,only at that time... we all stuck at klebang bout 1 and a half hour.... because of jam... really bad jam.... huh.... on that time, i feel regret... huh, but, thanx to AS coz she didn't give up... (she's the one who drive(^o^)... we thought that we already arrived, so, we park near to the mosque klebang besar... but then, it is a long2 way to go....we walk till pantai klebang, wow... quit far(dlm 1 km menapak!) k, when we arrived, with our empty stomach, tired... what can we see is that, no table for us!(OMG! we are hungry!!!! really hungry!!!! where's our table???) tired already, dun even have extra energy, we went to a stall. we get a cup of drink, then we went beside of the stage... hahahaha... with the entertainment, it can fulfil our stomach.... waaaaa... we yelled!!! seyesly, enjoy!!!!
hahahahaha...... the besh part is that i met the person that i really want to meet... hehehehehe... i feel like i won a viva..(even its not me who won it!! do i look like i care? (^-^)) Anuar Zain!!!!! love u!!!! wah, all my tiredness(do this word exist? (~~")) and negative feeling flew away with the wind... hehehehehe... anuar..... what a precious nite....

my cinderella nite..ngeee...

can you imagine... waaaahhhhhh... dis is my dream...
i got more than a car last night!!!!!!! waaaaa...
dia kenyit mata kt I!!!!!!! ~,~ speechless........
dunno... what a luck... i'm speechless till now....
really happy to see him, to shake hand with him... 2 times!!!!!
he standing in fron of me... in front of my eyes!!! OMG!!!!
he is so adorable... hencemnye!!! ngeeee.. hohohohoho.. (^o^)
wahhh.... seyes.... i reallyyyyyyy like him!!!!!! yaaaiyyyy!!!
ANUAR ZAIN!!!!!!!!!!

terlebey feeling plak today...

(malay vers)
pagi tadi mama call, bgtaw yang atuk sdare tersayangku pergi mengadap ilahi.... huh.... life is short.... pnoh ngan kejutan... pnoh ngn rintangan...
ku pon xtaw nk ckp pe, tp nk gk tulis kat blog ni...
ni yg buat ku teringat kt org yg ku xprnh lupe.....
tahun lepas, januari 27-kawan yg teramat ku sayangi pergi.. ku rse mcm separuh jiwaku pergi.... semangat ku pon, ku pon xtaw... mcm die bwk pergi skali... kehilangan yg sangat buat ku terasa... sakit + sedey... tp ku xmmpu nk nangis.... ku xmmpu lg nk jejak kaki kt kubur die...
ku pon tak taw... ku rse cm haha... mcm klaka pon ad... tp ku rse cm mse depan ku pon die bwk pergi.... ku hnye hrap kt die tok bg ku semangat... kt die je ku berani bgtaw sumenye.... perasaan ku, geram, sedey, sakit ati, marah..... ku ckp kt die, ku marah die... die cool je... ku xtaw cmner ku nk idop... ku bkn reti pon handle mslh ku.... bnde first yg ku pikir time ku tgk die msk dlm liang lahad, ku nk die taw yg ku sayang sangat kt die....
tyme ku dpt twrn g uitm ni... ku nk sgt die taw yg ku dpt twrn ni... die sgt support ku. die xbg ku pk bende lain pon... die suro ku blaja.... ku pon xnk pk bnde lain sbb ku taw die ad tok ku.... tp ajal, bnde yg sgt kte xdpt jngke.... btol, ajal x lmbt @ cepat even sesaat... tu janji DIA..
ku doa kamu bahagia, zakariya...

ku pon rse cm poyo je post cmni kn... ku hnye nk korang yg bce post ni, hargai setiap orang yg hadir dalam idop korang... mmg... btol, sumtimes kte rse orangtu sangat annoying, buat korang marah je... ku pon rse cmtu gk dlu.... tp ble orang tu pergi, ku pon xtaw nk ckp,nk kte cm orang gile, xplak ku menjerit... tp ku yg sgt byk ckp ni, bley plak ku diam dlm kelas... buat orang curious je apsal ku diam.... tp ku diam pon beberape hari je.... tp ku rse smpai skang, ku terase sgt kehilangan kwn ku tu.... ku geram!!!!!!! apsal ku xmmpu nk nangis...... apsal?

k la kawan, yg penting, appreciate every person yg hadir dlm idop korang... ble dh xde, menyesal pon xgune.... wassalam...

scary ..ocean..

huh, yesterday, after class, i want to buy a thing at ocean... so, i went there alone.... OMG... what a scary journey but then, it is soooo scary.... i feel like someone's following me..
so, what i am trying to say is that, dont u dare to walk alone even u think u r brave enough....
hmmmm.... because nowadays, there's a lot of criminal cases, majority involving us..
and when this issue been discuss, lot of fingers will point at us... seems like we are the one who attract the delinquent.... for me, this is unfair... example, cases like children had been raped by a teenager, what a shame... still want to point a finger to female..... think wisely........ continue later.... got class to attend...

crazy jokes made by my roomates....

hahahaha... seyesly.... what a notty faces..... they could sacrifices their sleep time just to make a crazy surprise for me.... i am really appreciate it, my beloved-notty frewnz....... seyes...
love u guys!!!!







just a few snap nooty things that they've done.... hahahaha....

these crazy actions only because of.......

pqa's locker.... ^^

my new child... (^^)

look!!! mohd iman aiman... my new born nephew....with his auntie Belle....
hahaha... my second child..... happy to be a mother!!!

my nenek....

yesterday, i went to my granny's house at keramat... actually, i want to see my new niece...
so when i arrived, first thing first, i go and see my granny...
i saw my granny.... she is sick... really sick.... sha told me that she will go, smiling at me...
huh, i had a really bad feeling.... actually i don't feel like wanna go back to melaka....
seriously, waaaaaaa... nenek..... don't be like that... nenek, be tough.....
my auntie come and told me that actually granny is dying....
she want to meet all people she knew before she go...
she started calling and see dead people.... waaaa....
and my aunt told me that actually my granny had a request that she want us to fulfill....
but the request... not a simple n easy for us to do it....
its relate with my parents....
my auntie ask me to slow talk with my parents...
hahahaha... what a joke... not that easy babe.... not that easy....
and the thing that really make my mind messy right now, is my granny condition...
nenek... be tough....
nenek.... angah still need you...
still need you to back up me...
when i make my mom angry...
when i want to break my fasting...
when i hate somebody who tease me...
when i want to eat something...
u will be there for me right?

LOVE U LOTS, NENEK...

bad @ good news?

where am i?
hahahaha... at my hometown (^^)...
wah... we had a really "sweet sour" moment on dat went-to-hometown day(on friday)....
huhuhuhu.... funny....
on dat went-to-hometown day, supposed me,reen and suki catch a bus at melaka central at 5.30pm...
Wonder Woman volunteer to send us at MC, so, we wait for suki at tun mamat at 5.15 pm.... we wait for him.... but....he's late!
but we still.....chill( not really (~ ~") )..... hahahaha... at the moment we arrived at MC, its already 5.3o pm.... so, we all went to the counter and ask the counter girl where's the bus.... so we waited for the bus... till 5.45pm...
AHHA, i saw somebody came, ngeee... there's a driver came and collect the ticket... what a glad...
we went to the bus and with the confident face, we get in to the bus and gave the driver our tickets.... the driver checked our tickets and he said that WE MISSED OUR BUS...
guess, what i can think on the moment he says that word?
NOTHING....
SOLUTION, so, we go and buy another tickets... (as long as i can go back, hahaha (~,~) )
HAHAHA.....
So, moral of the story, be punctual baby.. (^^)

so hard to get an internet connection here......

Haiti quake aid snarled; up to 50,000 feared dead

2010/01/15

PORT-AU-PRINCE, Haiti: Doctors and search dogs, troops and rescue teams flew to this devastated land of dazed, dead and dying people Thursday, finding bottlenecks everywhere, beginning at a main airport short on jet fuel and ramp space and without a control tower. The international Red Cross estimated 45,000 to 50,000 people were killed in Tuesday’s cataclysmic earthquake, based on information from the Haitian Red Cross and government officials. Worries mounted, meanwhile, about food and water for the survivors.

“People have been almost fighting for water,” aid worker Fevil Dubien said as he distributed water from a truck in a northern Port-au-Prince neighborhood.

From Virginia, from China, a handful of rescue teams were able to get down to work, scouring the rubble for survivors. In one “small miracle,” searchers pulled a security guard alive from beneath the collapsed concrete floors of the U.N. peacekeeping headquarters, where many others were entombed.

But the silence of the dead otherwise was overwhelming in a city where uncounted bodies littered the streets in the 80-degree (27-Celsius) heat, and dust-caked arms and legs reached, frozen and lifeless, from the ruins.

Outside the General Hospital morgue, hundreds of collected corpses blanketed the parking lot, as the grief-stricken searched for loved ones. Brazilian U.N. peacekeepers, key to city security, were trying to organize mass burials.

Patience already was wearing thin among the poorest who were waiting for aid, said David Wimhurst, spokesman for the U.N. peacekeeping mission.

“They want us to provide them with help, which is, of course, what we want to do,” he said. But they see U.N. vehicles patrolling the streets to maintain calm, and not delivering aid, and “they’re slowly getting more angry and impatient,” he said.

In Washington, President Barack Obama announced “one of the largest relief efforts in our recent history,” starting with $100 million in aid. The first of 800 paratroopers of the 82nd Airborne Division were to deploy to Haiti from North Carolina, to be followed by more than 2,000 Marines.

From Europe, Asia and the Americas, other governments, the U.N. and private aid groups were sending planeloads of high-energy biscuits and other food, tents, blankets, water-purification gear, heavy equipment for removing debris, helicopters and other transport, and teams of hundreds of search-and-rescue, medical and other specialists.

But two days after much of this ramshackle city was shattered, the global helping hand was slowed by the poor roads, airport and seaport of a wretchedly poor nation.

Some 60 aid flights had arrived by midday Thursday, but they then had to contend with the chokepoint of an overloaded Toussaint L’Ouverture International Airport.

At midday, the Federal Aviation Administration said it was temporarily halting all civilian flights from the U.S. at Haiti’s request, because the airport was jammed and jet fuel was limited for return flights. The control tower had been destroyed in Tuesday’s tremor, complicating air traffic. Civilian relief flights were later allowed to resume.

Those which did land then had to navigate Haiti’s inadequate roads, sometimes blocked by debris or by quake survivors looking for safe open areas as aftershocks still rumbled through the city. The U.N. World Food Program said the quake-damaged seaport made ship deliveries of aid impossible.

The looting of shops that broke out after the 7.0-magnitude quake struck late Tuesday afternoon added to concerns. The Brazilian military warned aid convoys to add security to guard against looting by the desperate population.

“There is no other way to get provisions,” American Red Cross representative Matt Marek said of the store looting. “Even if you have money, those resources are going to be exhausted in a few days.” The city’s “ti-marchant,” mostly women who sell food on the streets, were expected to run out soon.

The quake brought down Port-au-Prince’s gleaming white National Palace and other government buildings, disabling much of the national leadership. That vacuum was evident Thursday.

“Donations are coming in to the airport here, but there is not yet a system to get it in,” said Kate Conradt, a spokeswoman for the Save the Children aid group. “It’s necessary to create a structure to stock and distribute supplies,” the Brazilian military said.

Edmond Mulet, a former U.N. peacekeeping chief in Haiti, was expected to arrive later Thursday from U.N. headquarters in New York to coordinate the relief effort. The first U.S. military units to arrive took on a coordinating role at the airport, but State Department spokesman P.J. Crowley underlined, “We’re not taking over Haiti.”

Across the sprawling, hilly city, people milled about in open areas, hopeful for help, sometimes setting up camps amid piles of salvaged goods, including food scavenged from the rubble. Police and U.N. peacekeeper trucks pushed down crowded streets, showing little sign of coordinated action.

Small groups by roadsides could be seen burying dead. Other dust-covered bodies were being dragged down streets, toward hospitals where relatives hoped to leave them. Countless remained unburied, stacked up, children’s bodies lying atop mothers, tiny feet poking from blankets.

The injured, meanwhile, waited for treatment in makeshift holding areas — outside the General Hospital, for example, where the stench from piles of dead, just a few yards (meters) away, wafted over the assembled living.

Here and there, small tragedies unfolded. In the Petionville suburb, friends held back Kettely Clerge — “I want to see her,” she sobbed — as neighbors with bare hands tried to dig out her 9-year-old daughter, Harryssa Keem Clerge, pleading for rescue, from beneath their home’s rubble.

“There’s no police, there’s nobody,” the hopeless mother cried. By day’s end, the girl was dead.

At the collapsed U.N. peacekeeping headquarters, an Estonian guard, Tarmo Joveer, was pulled alive and unhurt from the ruins at 8 a.m. Thursday, 39 hours after the quake — a “small miracle,” Secretary-General Ban Ki-moon said in New York. But U.N. officials reported that 36 other U.N. personnel, mostly peacekeepers and international police, were confirmed dead and almost 200 remained missing, including top staff.

Nearby, firefighters from the U.S. state of Virgina, and a rescue team from China, with sniffer dogs, clambered through rubble and searched for signs of life. Two excavators stood by, ready to dig for survivors — or dead.

For the long-suffering people of Haiti, the Western Hemisphere’s poorest nation, shock and disbelief were giving way to despair.

“We need food. The people are suffering. My neighbors and friends are suffering,” said Sylvain Angerlotte, 22. “We don’t have money. We don’t have nothing to eat. We need pure water.”

But life also went on. Brazilian soldiers helped deliver a baby girl in an improvised garage-hospital at their base, just hours after the quake hit. Capt. Fabricio Almeida de Moura said the child was doing well, but the life of the mother, who apparently went into labor from the shock of the tremor, was in danger from bleeding, the Agencia Brasil news service reported.

The unimaginable scope of the catastrophe left many Haitians, a fervently religious people, in helpless tears and prayer.

Reached by The Associated Press from New York, Yael Talleyrand, a 16-year-old student in Jacmel, on Haiti’s south coast, told of thousands of people made homeless by the quake and sleeping on an airfield runway, “crying, praying and I had never seen this in my entire life.”

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my first week in MELAKA~~

alhamdulillah.... i got this really precious opportunity to get into UiTM Melaka... doing my bachelor in accountancy...
but...i feel guilty to let my sis doing the business alone...... waaa..... feel really bad....
and... i hav to face the life here, independently... waaa... how come?
blom pape lg i dh homesick..... cmner la i nk survive klaw cmni... huhuhuh.... (even my home dekat jer)

i hav to work really hard to get a good result so that i didn't frustrate my mom....
she works really hard.. really... but then, the things dat i can gav her is...nothing....

hmmm..... so bella~~ jangan nk menggatal dok sne nk shoppin or lalai ye....
FOCUS!!! dip dh la cm tah pape je....
u can do it!!! yeah!!! nothin is impossible girl!!!!
fighting!!!!